Carry the Torch
You used to carry the torch as you ran to the heart of God.
Your heart was on fire. You burned with passion for the Lord and for His
friendship. You couldn’t wait for the next meeting where you and those around
you would together experience the Presence of God. And yet, your closet was
your favorite place, just you and Him Face to face.
Now
those days are but a glimpse in the rear-view mirror. You are in a different
season. Your friends have changed. The reflection in the mirror has changed. Maybe
you are in your 50s or 60s or 70s now. You are still devoted to God and deep inside
you still have a flame. You still love Him, His Presence, and His fellowship, but
where is the fire? As you read this, your heart yearns and longs for His courts
as King David longed...
because you remember.
You know who you are. You know you are a lover of God. But as time has passed your oil has burned elsewhere rather than to stoke the fire of God within you. Some
have made this great exchange—the beauty of God, His Fire, His manifestation, and His closeness for the familiar and the easy. Having eyes like Eli’s, dim and cloudy, eyes that no longer clearly see.
Sure
you experience His Presence from time to time when you make time for “behind the closed door.” Or maybe it's just that you only remember when you experienced Him. You know there is more, because you have experienced Him and you know what you experienced was real. It forever changed you. You remember getting touched by God's fire and you watched as your friends did too. You also
know that now your meetings are a far cry from the call of the Lord
for His church. Where is the Fire of God that used to be in those meetings? Would those around you even understand it you burned for Him again? If this is speaking to you, here
is a word from the Lord for you.
Burn
anyway.
Carry
the torch of the Holy Spirit’s fire anyway.
Pay
the price,
and...
Burn.
Win
those around you.
They
will see. They can’t help but see. They will want His fire too.
And
even if they don’t…
Burn
anyway.
Run
the race.
As
hot as you can for Him,
Until your last breath.